Today's The Day!

I have been waiting for this day since second semester of freshman year. It is now October 27th of Senior year. Today was the day, Senior Meeting. We walked into the auditorium to see a tall man standing in front with multiple bulletin boards and posters set up facing the audience. The audience was us. Seniors. The man proceeded to tell us that he was here to tell us about of Senior graduation information. I was so excited. I have been waiting to get out of this school and graduate and never come back. This was a big start to our graduation, ordering graduation announcements, cap and gowns, and accesories. I was overwhelmed with what seemed like decisions that would take a life-time to make. How would i decide on just ONE card? And what size gown do I need? And do I want any accesories? Its so hard to decide but everyone has to do it at some time. It was my time. Im finally a senior. Im finally graduating.

Driving Me Wild

Thinking about leaving you is just making me scared. It turns my stomach upside down to talk about it. Only two more months of high school, then I'm gone. Away from you-my family. I'm not sure I want to grow up yet. But I guess I have no choice. I hope you will miss me and not forget to invite me to parties and family events. I still want to be involved and not let this get in the way. Going to college means being independent, protecting myself and having a good time. How am I supposed to have a good time while protecting myself? I guess I have to face the music and get it done because it happens to everyone. College and growing up is a part of life. I have to get excited. I have to relax and let God lead the way. (: