Sunday, October 2, 2011
Driving Me Wild
Thinking about leaving you is just making me scared. It turns my stomach upside down to talk about it. Only two more months of high school, then I'm gone. Away from you-my family. I'm not sure I want to grow up yet. But I guess I have no choice. I hope you will miss me and not forget to invite me to parties and family events. I still want to be involved and not let this get in the way. Going to college means being independent, protecting myself and having a good time. How am I supposed to have a good time while protecting myself? I guess I have to face the music and get it done because it happens to everyone. College and growing up is a part of life. I have to get excited. I have to relax and let God lead the way. (:
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I like that this speaks directly to those who may never read it. Such a perspective gives us the kind of honest intimacy that humanizes you and makes us sympathize with your concerns. I love the line "I hope you will miss me" because it reads like a childish plea--in a good way; we need to see the child in you even as you admit you must move on.
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